I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I don't think I've said that or thought it for a while. Countless professionals have implied I must be thinking or feeling it in one way or another. I said no way. I hate how I am feeling, not who I am. It just came out … Continue reading Hate


"Holding on So much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what's bringing me down If I just let go, I'd be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy?" - Heavy by Linkin Park "And I'm sorry, but this is my fate Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to … Continue reading Suicide