Here we are again. It never ends. No. I never end. I am in self-destruct mode again. I'm in a destroy everything and everyone around me mode. I am hurting myself, killing myself. More importantly I am hurting the most important people in the world to me - my children. I can see it from … Continue reading Fucking up again, and again, and again…
God I'm tired. So bloody exhausted. I feel like my energy has drained out of every pore, in a continuous flow, and now that flow is near its end. It's all used up. My body has detected this, and is trying to preserve its resources as best it can. I can barely walk. Each step … Continue reading Is cailín tuirseach mé
It's easier to forget why we're all here. Well that's not quite fair. We're all here for various reasons I suppose. The many of us who are parents usually claim we're here to make the world a better place for our children. To give them what we couldn't have, whether that is materially, spiritually, morally, … Continue reading Our Present
Do you remember your first real friend? The one who you couldn't wait to see? The one who you cycled, laughed, ran, got into trouble with? That bond was so strong. You were so young, and of course, so cool. There were others in the group, but he was your bestie. Do you remember your … Continue reading Remember?